My posts generally vary from 2-12 paragraphs though I'm in need of another roleplay that doesn't over stretch my muse too much. x3 I'm best at roleplays with story lines, other wise my uppity muse goes and hides in the bath again. (His personification is a seal/crocodile. He likes water >> XD)
You love physiology, there's Felix?
Palowockee. - Felix
Acclimation: City Dweller.
Diet: Sonusphagous
Healing: First aid, Antivenin, Herbalist
Magic: Dispell illusion; life sense.
Personality: Fearless, Polygraph, Perceptive, Reconise imposter.
Physical: Keen Hearing, Human form, Human Speech, Evasive, Padded Paws.
Social: Track Cover, Silent Shadow.
Battle: Extended Claws, Sharp Hearing, Swift Scout, Subduing Strike, Sharp Vision, Outmaneuvered.
Felix is a very sad palowockee. In human form scars litter his arms, the cuts of a small obsidian arrow head; part of his self harming tendencies. Felix was an unusually quiet boy as a child, nothing unusual, except for the fact he was very arty and creative. He plays several instuments but he prefers the violin and guitar over all. Felix won't tell us much, but we dar'nt ask, we don't want to provoke a relapse. Felix has a guilty conscience and belives
he is always the problem. Always at the back of the group, playing peace maker. He can be quite highly strung at times and the atmosphere around him, on occasions, seems to be ready to snap. Felix has had several ups and downs, being a clinical depressive. There isn't much they can really do for him; considering all the therapists have done is make him worse. Felix doesn't enjoy talking about himself, any time his musical ability is brought up he blushes and changes the subject, almost as if he doesn't want to talk about it.
Felix can be rather cynical at times; even cutting when you anger him enough. He tends to get stressed easily; often picking up the emotions of those around him. He likes to lock himself away in his room when things become to much; he likes to be on his own little bubble when things get to much. Felix is a rather dark character at times; he never really means it though. He doesn't like to upset other people and he generally is anti-social, preferring his own company to all others. Felix when he's not feeling too down will pore out his feelings in endless note books; he's not stupid though. He usually get's Talkore to burn them, before anyone could ever get the chance to read them. He will always carry around the small arrowhead; even though we beg him not to; Felix is never without the macabre thing.
History:He had a rather troubled past; his mother was a depressive too; while his father was an alcoholic; it wasn't long before he was taken into care. He always loved his mother and was upset to be away from her; though it may have been just the change form home to home that set him off with his depression. He got worse after a time and they decided it would be best if he wasn't around the other children as he had a bad effect on them.
He was then moved to a home for the more 'unique' children. Meaning those who needed 'issues resolving' or the home for the wacky kids as it were often known. There he found several friends (eventually) and a fellow depressive patient that he immediately clicked with; her name was Alexandria Aventown, though she tended to go by Alex. After a while it became apparent they were 'together' as such. No longer were to two depressed. Like most things; it came to an end. Alex has always wanted to be the fore-front of attention; to be in the lime light. She wanted to be wanted. She was a pretty girl; and as she was slowly accepted into society she became more of a 'prize'. She was an ambitious girl, always looking for the next trend, the next big thing; she never stood still. Even though she still loved Felix in a way, in her eyes they'd grown apart; Felix himself wasn't happy. He had still thought of them as 'very much a couple' until she broke up with him. It set him back, and the staff around him were worried that it would cause a relapse. Though he seemed to be made of stronger stuff than that; even though it stung that Alex no longer wanted them to be together like most normal people he got over it. He wasn't exactly happy, but he wasn't depressed and that was something.
Quickly six months pasted and everything remained, aside from a few things; normal. It was time for the annual trip down to some beach or other. It was a dreary beach, though it had once been grand with piers and arcades and all the stuff that after a week you'll be bored of. Alexandria begged to take her latest boyfriend, he was, of course; one of the most 'popular' males in her year of school; he played sport and was pretty intelligent. Though he had a reputation for causing trouble; it showed. He also had a reputation for going through girlfriends at a rate of knots. This didn't seem to bother Alex, though she felt the relation ship wasn't going anywhere; she'd been going down for months, she was slightly worried about whether Darren would stick by her when she was low.
Felix intended to stay out of the way. He wasn't going to get involved; her life was her life. Though he wasn't sure what was expected of him when he caught her boyfriend in a rather compromised position with a teenager from the hotel. Should he tell her and risk himself not being believed, and hurting her? Or would be be better of keeping his mouth shut and pretending he hadn't seen anything? Unable to decide what to do he confided in a good friend of his thinking the 'secret' was safe until he decided what to do. I mean his friend only told his other best friend and it spread; until it got back to Alexandria. She and Darren ha argued the night before; she was very low at the time. After hearing she stormed off to the room where Darren was staying he was far to drunk to try and lie his way out of things; as such Alex just ran, she didn't come home that night.There was a search party and she was later returned to the hotel, very much upset.
They returned home, or to the home. Alex fell into a deep depression; barely eating anything at all. She stayed like that for three weeks, until she went out one day, not leaving a note to say where she went or informing anyone of where she'd been. Felix who felt like the situation was all his fault went looking for her; on a whim he took a bus back to the cliffs near where the annual trip was set.
He was too late to change anything; Felix was the one to find her gravely injured after she attempted to en her life. She was still concious when Felix came apparently and she must have spoken to him; though we don't know what was said. The ambulances were called, and the police and coastguard. She died before she could be saved and Felix was crushed. They briefly wondered if Felix was at all responsible for her death, but there was evidence against it.
There is no need to go into reams about the severe pain and depression went through after Alex's death. He was distraught; his grades slipped until he was failing every class and soon he stopped showing up all together. He only found a relief in placing the mental pain with the physical. Slowly; even with help from many therapists his condition just worsened; until it was his turn to sneak out.
He was very lucky to live. He was now just turning sixteen; he spent his actual birthday unconscious in a hospital bed; though now it would have been time for him to live in a 'half way house' perhaps with some friends, though in the end he found a home in a 'quiet, peaceful place with wonderful surroundings' otherwise known as Tanworth Cottage; made-up a bit. He recovered, and in the end some of his closer friends ended up joining him here at the cottage; as well as some of his not-so-close friends.[/font][/color]
Not sure who he'd go with mind you. o3o. Any suggestions ^^ ?
(If that doesn't work we could always do an 19th century style rp if you like. It's my favourite era, actually. I'm in the process of reading Sherlock Holmes now actually. (English Literature~ <3 , one of the growing collection of things that makes me proud to be an English eccentric. x3 [It's 2:05 AM over here, I apologise if I sound crazy or something. X3 My mind goes out the window at 1AM)
EDIT: I'm pretty sure his history is very cliché and generally fail-some. You only have to skim through it. x3
I'm ready to start when you are.