So in 8 measely days I'm graduating high school. I am so scared, excited, happy, and sad all at once. It's very confusing. ;3; I mean sometimes I wake up and I think I'm only in the third grade for crying out loud! Time has gone by soooo fast and just seems to keep going faster and faster. School days used to seem to last forever, but now it feels like it's only lasting a hour a day. I am already enrolled in two summer courses over the summer and still putting in tons of job applications. I feel so old now man. I know I'm not but I feel like I am. So I get to discover all the wonderous joys of being responsible for everything in my life! ;D;
Anyway enough sarcasim on my part. Anyone else graduating? Or am I alone and just the only person scared to death of the future?
It's time like these that I wish I was less emotionally insecure and more confident in myself about this. After all I made it this far so it shouldn't be too much harder, but then again........my observations of the adult world from my family members has doen nothing but further make me believe that growing up is the worst and that being an adult sucks. Course people will tell me otherwise for like, ever, but that's just what I've seen.
And since I'm just rambling now I'll post a quote from a song I'm trying to live by. Meaning I'm trying not to be a scaredy cat over everything.
"Despite all the warnings that future doesn't scare me at all." -Utada Hikari
So uh I'm almost done with being a kid now? ;3;