by Juniperstar45 » 06/13/2009 2:13 AM
She saw him wince and felt a pain stab her, like a knife being drawn right through her stomach. It was a retched feeling absorbing her. Belle reached out with a paw but looked down shocked. She was going to what now? Hug him? What's gotten into her? Her entire body contracted in awe, it was so odd. Why did the first person she met draw her in like a force? An...attraction. She mentally shuttered at the word. Belle couldn't believe that her brother had already had an affair with another woman. He was still so young at the time! And now there are two new kids running around the house. Am I that old? She licked her paw again for a distraction, not wanting to think about the man sitting in front of her that she somewhat felt she needed to be around or the fact that life around her is blossoming and she's not even moving from her solitary position. She pondered that instead of the first one. Dreaming was a good outlet for her, unless it involved something you are trying to avoid. It started out as a normal little fantasy, sitting on the beach, combing her long wavy hair, and swinging her legs back and forth in the miniature pool outside a vibrant white house. A few young kids danced out from the house and she smiled at them though she knew nothing of them. The little boy motioned to his sister and she glanced down at the steep cliff. A few rocks clattering down alerted her that something was up and she opened her eyes into the bright shinning sun. The boy poised on the edge and gazed back at her, with crystal blue eyes. He looked somewhat familiar, like...Oh god...
Snapping her eyes open and jolting a little forward almost as a reflexive impulse. She gazed at Mereel for a moment and sighed, shaking her head, "I'm sorry, I-I really shouldn't yell. You're hurt. I know. Please. I need too...do something." Her paws hovered over his bent over figure but she paused again staring dejectedly at her unhelpful wolf paws. She growled and sighed. "Mereel..." That was all she really could say. Her heart wanted to say much more but she wouldn't...couldn't let it..."Yes, I did. I feel retched about it but..." Belle's brain worked faster and her thoughts came easier, "If I hadn't acted then, it would have killed us both. I wonder if it was the jerky we ate..." She smirked slightly. She sensed questions, and a multitude of them, coming from Mereel. Either that, or she hadn't gotten much sleep at all. Probable...
Sighing with relief at the not so dismal reading on the damage checker -or...whatever the heck that thing was-Belle smiled. She followed him willingly, remembering to grab the extra blanket that was outside and his cloak-ish thing. Feeling a slight eagerness to get into the warmth of the tent, Belle sped up as soon as the cloth was secure in her mouth. She paused right outside the tent and remembered her abject feeling that come over her. Glaring down at her paws a strike of inspiration shocked her. She smiled crookedly at her plan and poked her head through the flaps of the tent.
Hearing him muttering in the tent she sat down right before the exit. She laid his cloak and her blanket...thing on the ground and stretched her paws out in front of her. Belle began to ponder everything that had happened, trying to retrace her blood lusted blackout. Trying to remember was hard, she hadn't noticed that Mereel was talking until there was an abnormal silence, "Oh, um. Right. Can we talk in a minute, I've got to do something. I like to sleep human, um. It's sorta hard to explain. I feel...more...like myself, rather then in my wolf-y form. My lucain form, it contains the blasphemy of my memories. But my human, it is just...different." She grinned half-heartedly at Mereel then stepped half out of the tent, "By the way you probably wouldn't want to hear -or see for that matter- me screaming in my sleep." She shuttered and stepped all the way out. Leaping into a near by bush, her figure shuttered and shifted into a slight human female form. Belle agilely leapt from the bush and back towards the tent, her clothing still unrecognizable in the dark. Though she knew what they were, it was still too dim. A flock of snowflakes trailed in after her when she sat back down in the tent, more relaxed. "There, much better." Her tense form of a Lucain was completely gone and replaced with a more mysterious female with oddly matched clothes. She was wearing regular old jeans, except they still had blood stains on them. Her long chestnut brown hair was slightly waving and went down to the middle of her back. A pair of wide chocolate brown eyes gazed directly at Mereel, a smile playing on the edges of her lips. A long sleeved orange and yellow striped shirt was layered under a mint green tie-die t-shirt. Trailing down her back she quickly rapped a small translucent looking orange scarf around her neck, pulling a sun shaped necklace over her scarf before she flipped it away. But those were only the prominent things that stood out. Her ‘fall leaves’ earrings dangled lightly from her ears, shimmering slightly. She folded her legs and sat down before Mereel, looking at him in his tight black suite. Suddenly she felt overdressed, though it was her normal attire. Too fancy... She mused to herself.
"Oh fine, since you insist. But seriously, I tried to tell you that I wasn't 'real'. And what did you say? 'Oh uh, yea, I've seen things that are worse!' Please, nothing's worse then-" She looked away, pained. "Never mind. Let's just say I don't like to be messed with." Belle shrugged self consciously. Her mouth was a little turned down at the corners but it was something subconsciously that was bothering her. She only felt the muscles on her face straining... It was too hard to be dampened by Mereel. Inside her mind, she made a revolted sound. Sap, sap, sap, sap, sap, sap. "Ugh, whatever." She muttered, curling her hair behind her ear only for it to fall back into place. "So, I can do a lot of things actually. Um, I used to be able to tap into...minds." A flashback hit her like a tidal wave. A rotting carcass, herself, had taught her to control her powers. Learn them. She had never been the same loveable fur ball of a pup ever again. "Oh, my mother, she's a mad scientist, had powers like me. She could use a very powerful magical hand to get things too far away or force people to give her money -at least that's how I put it!- or anything involving an extra arm." A moment of silence and then she squinted her eyes, "I wonder..." Closing her eyes all the way she focused on 'seeing the power' in action. That's what she had called it before...A hand shot out from her left side towards the tent's exit. She flexed it and moved it around with her mind. "It's almost like having a third arm, except...cooler." Contracting the extra hand she gazed at Mereel with a neutral expression on her face.
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((Holy chicken! Wow, sorry I wrote too much. You got me inspired~ This wouldn't have taken so dang long if it weren’t for Subeta...I was trying to multi-task. When I was explaining Belle, I was also making her on Subeta. But apparently my computer doesn't agree with Subeta. Ugh... Anywho, I loved writing this, it was great to get into Belle more deeply! Thanks for inspiring me!))
I watch you...fast asleep,
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All I fear...means nothing...
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