[auntslappy282]

I couldn't stand it. I threw her arms off of me. "No! I'm done with this. Please, just.. Just. Leave." I turned again and headed to leave the park. I couldn't stand this. She was almost literally was throwing herself in front of a bus trying to be with me. I was so dark, and yet so heart obsessed, I had literally almost killed my best friend. I was played into the hand of the Shinigami. They used me like a hairdryer.

I turned back to Karin for a minute then said, "Its for the best. You don't want to get near me or into my freak life. I almost killed my best friend. I was played into Their hands like a toy. I was used as a trump to try and end the game. It was all a game to them. So please, you don't want to get into this. Its a train wreck, and you'll just end up hurt. I have a cold heart, I don't understand people, so just leave. Go home. You've gotten what you needed to survive for awhile. Just leave me to my own devices before someone else is killed." I clicked the volume up on my iPod a little more and started heading out of the park at a quicker pace than before.

(("We were both dark and heart obsessed."))

[Atoli01]

I wouldn't leave his side. I just wouldn't, I couldn't stand to. "I already told you - I don't care how much you hurt me. And you really think something like that would stop me? If I got stuck in the same situation, I have the means to protect myself. I'm not your average girl, you know that. Vampires aren't as easily affected by injuries as you humans, if that's what you're concerned about."

I sat back down onto the ground, crying. God, I was such a cry baby! But this... this was understandable, right? "Plus, t-this pathetic vampire... n-needs you." It hurt, him saying how I had gotten what I had needed. It wasn't like I was just using him. Just like all the other humans did to me. He wasn't running away screaming, but he made it sound like a was a monster. What a stab in the heart. "Neku... You'll... You'll just be lonely that way, won't you?"

{{Karin: 16}}

[auntslappy282]

My face softened slightly, and I looked up to the sky. The pure blue color being slightly obscured by the sun that was starting to set. The clouds danced around in the sky, not giving a care in the world. A single tear made its way down my cheek. I couldn't stop it from falling, but luckily that was all that leaked through my steel armored wall of emotional strength.

"I wouldn't be lonely. I'm never lonely, even if I wanted to be. I'm followed around every single day. If I wanted to be left alone, I would have to kill myself. Even then They would probably still be their following me around int the after life. Plus, I'm an antisocial being. I don't need people or Them to be happy. All I need is myself." I sighed and then felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I shuddered slightly then felt could breath in my ear. "Your such a failure. You're breaking this poor vampires heart. Your so rude." I muttered a simple compilation of words, "Shut up."

[Atoli01]

"Even antisocial people get lonely." I said, trying to wipe my tears away. Thank goodness I had gotten him to calm down a little, at least. It wasn't just an act, not in the least, but it was another way to try to get him to think a little straighter. I just had to find a way to get it through to him, and it was going to be the easiest to do if he was actually calm.

I shook my head a little and sighed. "Listen, I don't know who exactly 'They' are, but they don't seem like good company. Am I wrong? Even if you're antisocial, you've still gotta crave other people's contact sometimes too, right? And besides, being lonely doesn't just mean being alone. You can be lonely but surrounded by people all day." Everyone wanted what they didn't have, right? Was it really possible for someone to be antisocial to the point that they can honestly say that they never crave any attention? I stood up slowly, wiping some more of my tears away. I looked straight at Neku's face, muttering two simple words. "So please."

{{Karin: 17}}

[auntslappy282]

I laughed. I laughed rather hard and for a rather long time. It was a sort of maniacal laugh. I didn't really know what to say to her, so all I did was laugh. "I hate to tell you this, but antisocial people don't really ever need company. We get drained just being near people. And since They're always around, I'm always tired. So please do me a huge favor and please just don't bother trying to negotiate with me. I'm sorry but all I'll bring you is sorrow and depression." I sighed.

I didn't want her to think of me as a terrible person, but for someone to get feelings for someone this fast...? It almost seemed unrealistic. And plus, their was already someone... Someone very important to me I needed to make sure of not to break the heart of. I needed more time, this was just to... Too. Insane. I turned to her and said, "Get off of the ground, you look like a fool. Seriously, people are starting to stare," I muttered.

[Atoli01]

I clenched my hands into fists, holding back my tears. There wasn't any way he was serious, was there? I mean, this whole thing had to just be one big joke! I wasn't going to let him to get to me any longer. If I just wasn't as sensitive, bothered by these stupid things. If only I was a true vampire and never had to put up with humans! If that was the case, then I would have to stay inside during the day, and never have to be hurt by these humans time and time again.

"A-at least I only look like a fool, unlike you. At least I'm sensitive to other people's feelings!" I yelled at Neku. I honestly didn't care if people were staring; they could stare all they wanted to. I didn't care. "I thought you were different Neku, but I guess I was wrong. You're just like the rest of them." I turned around so I wasn't facing Neku and closed my eyes. C'mon, work! Tell me I'm wrong, Neku!

{{Karin: 18}}

[auntslappy282]

I laughed. I laughed and laughed. I held my chest and bent over on the ground. I was laughing so hard that tears were pouring out of my eyes. It was probably part from the laughter and the extreme sadness that was slowly engulfing me. I finally managed to catch my breath, and tears were streaming from my eyes. I finally managed to catch my breath.

"The funny part if how much truth and how much lies are packed into that single statement. Congratulations. And if you want to leave, feel free to leave." I wiped my hand across my eyes and my nose. I was astonished about how much I was actually getting emotional. I think it didn't help that this girl.. She'd tapped into something by biting me, I would imagine.

((DENIAL! XD I love you Neku and I know my brain doesn't want you to be with Karin. XD I understand. *pats Neku*))

[Atoli01]

How could he do something like that, laugh like that? He couldn't seriously think that this whole thing was just one big joke, right? It almost made me angry. Here I was telling him every single thing that crossed my mind, every thing that I could to stop him from leaving, and he was just laughing? It was because I was a 'pathetic' vampire right? That he couldn't take me seriously. Another stab, straight in the heart.

I turned into my Kuhna form, laying down and burying my head in my paws. Excuse me for not wanting you to leave my side. Excuse me for actually having a shred of emotion, and not laughing in your face. Excuse me for everything I've done since I've met you! "I-I'm not going to go just like that, you know," I muttered, the sound probably blocked by my paws. I stole a quick glance at him before looking over at a nearby tree. Trees live happily, without a bother, right? Until someone cuts them down, brings an ax to their shell.

{{Awwww, let Neku feel his emotions. <3 But really, I have no problem having this go on a little longer. Its quite entertaining. xD When you said that, for some reason, I thought of that one song from The Little Mermaid; 'Go on and kiss the girl~' XDDDD}}

{{Karin: 19}}

[auntslappy282]

I smiled dimly towards the sky. I shot nasty glances around to the people who were watching, basically saying with my glare, "Go away before I kill you." I chuckled slightly. "If your not going to go, then why through around such harsh words? It's childish. Your trying to change the mind of someone who is steeled to what they think. I'm not easily persuaded." I nodded, as if letting myself agree to my own thoughts. I looked down at the ground, kneeled down and picked the single flower that laid between my legs. It was purple, and fragile.

I laughed slightly, a tiny meaningless laugh. I had to manage something to stop from completely looking like an idiot. I looked back down at the flower in my hand. I stroked it with my thumb. "I guess you could say I'm a monster for breaking girls hearts, over, and over again. It's all I can do isn't it," I muttered into the flower, as if it would understand.

((Lol. XD Like Neku would EVER kiss her. XD Or any girl. He'd have to be pulled into it. XD Like even if he was married or something he'd have issues freely kissing a girl. XD))

[Atoli01]

I had looked up when Neku had started talking again, breathing a sigh of relief. He actually wasn't yelling, and it didn't seem like he was as bitter as he was just moments earlier. I got up and walked over to him, my ears and tail down. "W-well, I am childish. I'm not someone who's all that good with people, really. I... I guess I was a little harsh. I'm sorry..." I told him quietly, laying back down next to him.

I watched as he picked the flower from the ground; it really was pretty, but it would be ruined if it was handled with anything but gentleness. I wasn't going to be like that, someone who was weak. I couldn't. I sat back up and turned into my human form again. I shook my head at what he said, wrapping my arms around him. "That's not true. Sure, you may break a girl's heart, but if they abandon you, they weren't even worth your time anyways. If they actually did love you, they would stay by your side, no matter what happened. You're not a monster, not in the least. I'm more of a monster than you. I mean, its not like you have to drink blood to survive." I said quietly. He definitely needed to change his frame of mind. "So can I stay with you for a while longer?"

{{Yeah, I could NOT see Neku acutally starting the kiss. He just doesn't seem like the type. xD And Karin still doesn't even realize she likes Neku, since she's never liked a guy before. She wouldn't even think of kissing him before she realizes she likes him. Neku will have to deal with hugs for a while longer. >:O}}

[auntslappy282]

I flinched slightly when she grabbed onto me. I wasn't really used to people just hugging me, even my own parents. I sighed slightly, and gently stroked the petals of the flower. I laughed slightly. "It appears this flowers fragile, like you." I picked up the flower gently and put it in Karins hair. I turned my iPod down a couple more levels.

I looked off into the distance. The sun would set soon, and then she'd probably leave. I could hopefully manage that with out breaking down. I don't understand people, and today had been a perfect example of this. It was amusing that she said she wasn't all that familiar with people. It amused me to say the least. She had no idea. No idea at all.

((Lol. XD If Karin ever kisses him, Neku will flip his lid. XD All over the place, it'll be messy or somehting. Okay that just sounds nasty. XD I apologies sorry. XD))

[Atoli01]

I had blushed when he put the flower in my hair. "I won't be as fragile as that. I... I have people that I need to protect, so I can't be." Like you, Neku. "But if people will still look after me, I'll be happy." I smiled a little and nuzzled my face into his chest. Even if people would just stay here with me, I would be fine. I had almost no one to cling to, so I considered every important person to me precious.

I stepped back from Neku, holding my breath. "Hey, promise we'll always stay together? Like I said, I don't care how many times you hurt me. I'll just come right back. I'm not like those other girls you supposedly break the heart of. I run at a different pace than them." I held out my pinkie, with a slight smile. "It may be childish, but pinkie promise? To stay together?"

{{Oh, he'll flip his lid eventually, then. And he'll totally like it. c: -shot'd- And LMAOOOO. XDDDD}}

[auntslappy282]

I looked up at Karin. I looked down at her finger. I looked back at her again, seeing that she was serious. I sighed. "I can't make a promise I'll break. I'm a traveling man. I can't stay in one place with out... consequences. Its a sweet offer and all, but I can't make that promise whit out feeling extremely guilty." I sighed and laid down on the ground. I watched the clouds again. She would probably hate me after this. She would, wouldn't she?

((Hehe. XD Maybe. ;3 I apologies for being gross. xD))

[Atoli01]

"Then how about this? I'll convince parents that I'll be safe enough to travel to other places. I mean, you know my secret, and you're a human--not to mention you're still here after I bit you--so they shouldn't have any problems if I'm with you." I smiled happily. It was an offer he had no way of refusing, right? "I've wanted to get out of this stupid place for a while, and you could be my way of doing it. And besides, mama and big brother are rather harsh. And papa and little sister are nice, and they care for me, but I'm mostly home alone anyways."

I wasn't using him to get out of this place, contrary to what it may have sounded like. I did want to stay with him, and I also wanted to get out of here. Killing two birds with one stone, I guess? I sat down on the ground next to him and brought my legs up. "So what do ya say, deal?" I rested my arms down on the top of my knees and looked at him with a smile.

[auntslappy282]

I face palmed in my head. I sat back up. "Ya know, I really don't think my lifestyle is really for someone like.. well you." I tried to put it nicely, but just having a person around me would make my lifestyle just that much harder. I mean, I was already anti social enough, I really didn't need another person cramping my style by following me around. Shiki had already accomplished that.

"Ya know... If you've stayed here your whole life, their has to be a deeper reason to it than you just being a vampire... But... I guess.. If it's okay with your parents... I Guess... You could... Stick around..." I scratched the back of my head, rather nervous about the whole thing. Why did my nice guy have to come out now? I sighed. I guess it tends to come out when I'm around girls.