Like a little boy who doesn't understand why the girl had to play with a doll in the first place, Talyc turned her words over in his head and found he still didn't understand them. He'd have been Robin's friend no matter what gender she was, right? Assuming her appearance was the only thing she'd changed, he knew Robin to be a superior mechanic, someone he could trust with his life and Cuyan's, and perhaps what he liked most, she wasn't afraid to launch insults back at him when he teased her.
But had that really been who she was? Had that all been a show? Talyc realized that this possibility, more than anything else, unnerved him.
Although the only outward sign was a slight shifting of his gaze, Talyc flinched when she brought up his previous dealings with women. Yeah, there had been a few times (okay, maybe more than a few) that he'd hooked up with a woman in some town he'd visited and ended up sharing her bed. Then, of course, he'd come bragging to Rob. Wasn't that what men were supposed to do, amuse each other with tales? The details, for the most part, had been exaggerated anyway. It wasn't as if he'd gone looking for one-night stands, but what kind of man turned them down when led on by a pretty lady? And how was he supposed to know he was talking about his experiences with a woman who would hold it all against him? It was all pretty unfair, if you asked him.
"Everything changes," he told her, sounding like a true cynic as he thought of how drastically his friendship with Idris had been altered when he'd fallen in love with Fianna. He could tell she wanted reassurance that he wouldn't just fly off and disappear, but he didn't know what he could tell her. He didn't really know how he felt at the moment, and he respected what they'd had too much to lie to her.
"I want to keep being your friend, Rob. I really do." The corners of his mouth turned down. "But...I need time to think about this."
Cuyan, tired of being ignored, had given up on Talyc and was now tugging on Robin's hand, silently begging to be picked up. Talyc watched her for a moment, then lifted his eyes back to Robin. "Tell you what. If you'll watch her a little bit longer, I'll head to town and bring back some grub. I can't think on an empty stomach." That wasn't his main reason, although he was feeling a bit hungry, but he desperately needed some space to cool down and think.