Shadow still didn't understand. He wasn't even trying to understand. Habria sat there, hands clenched in her lap and teeth grinding together as he belittled her. He made it sound so easy, like all she had to do was waltz out the door, and everything would be fine. He had no idea of what her life was like. Well, he might have a half-formed idea, considering the fact that he'd been lurking around for who knew how long, but he couldn't see inside her head, and he apparently hadn't been around for any of the 'not-arguments' she'd had with her parents.
As soon as he sat down again, she sprang up from the couch to stand before him. To see a grown man plead and cry was an awkward thing, and there was a large part of her that still wanted to comfort him, but he'd scoffed at her attempt, made her feel even more useless than she already did. No, it was much easier at the moment to just let herself be angry.
When she spoke, her voice was deceptively quiet and full of controlled fury. "Do you know how many visits I've had from friends and family in the past year?" She held up one hand, four fingers extended. "Do you know how many calls?" She raised her other hand, adding only three more fingers to the total. "Don't talk to me about being alone and forgotten and expect me to melt."
Habria lowered her hands again, shoved them deep into her pockets. Every muscle in her body was so full of tension that she felt she'd literally creak if she tried to move. "And don't you dare act like I'm a silly little girl who needs to be set straight. I face a battlefield of my own every single day." She stabbed a finger at the door. "It may be a couple of blasters short of a true battlefield, but I can assure you the terror that hits me every time I step out that door is very real."
And yet she'd found the strength to collect her mail on a semi-regular basis, and even tend a small garden just outside her living room window. She would have told him as much, but she'd gotten herself so worked up she couldn't talk. Without a second glance back at Shadow, Habria stomped into her room and slammed the door behind her. She crawled up to sit at the head of her bed and hugged her pillow to her chest. Burying her face in it, she let out a frustrated growl. It had been quite a while since she'd been this upset, and she wasn't known for dealing with negative emotions well. Just breathe.