It's not like he liked acting like a defeated little puppy. Still, if that would get him out of here with those papers signed, there wasn't much he could do about it.
Cristobal figured that cutting Kyrie short or interrupting her would be like shooting himself in the foot, so he kept quiet as she introduced herself as well and went on to explain why she would care about someone most people didn't feel the need to consider "human." Her reasoning wasn't very impressive and sounded rather cliché, but despite that, even he couldn't deny that there was a certain genuine feel to Kyrie's words. The more he listened to her speak, the more he started feeling awkward for blowing his fuse right at her. Nothing that would keep him from sleeping soundly, but one the spot, it wasn't really pleasant to feel this way.
At the end of it all — she finally signed the papers too! — Cristobal didn't really know what to say or how to react, though Kyrie's words did leave him pondering. He still didn't believe that she really cared; maybe she did out of respect because they were strangers and she didn't want to look, act, or sound like a complete jerk. Sure, he could believe in professional "care", or more like the concept behind someone being caring and understanding solely out of business practice to get clients or a respectable image for your business. That's what he called "fake": people caring solely in order to win something out of it. In this particular case, Kyrie's reason was, supposedly, because those rabid fanboys had ripped out one of his feathers. She had nothing to win out of caring for something like that — yet she still seemed to care.
"Humph," he eventually voiced out, though it was more like an interjection than anything; just to make her understand that he wouldn't just stand there like a dope, and that he did have the intention to reply to her. "Good for you. Picking my own future isn't something I got to do. Trust me that I wouldn't be doing this crap if I didn't have to." His tone was still bitter, but it wasn't aimed at Kyrie herself — more so at the concept that he'd never managed to actually be in control of his own future. "I got those godforsaken wings, so what am I supposed to do? Deliver crap to people. I'm too much of a freak to do anything else by everyone's standards." And he couldn't really just chop off the wings, either. Why would you chop off your arms? It was the same concept. They were still an appendage of his body and cutting them off would be like amputating himself. The lumps would still be there and people would still catch on that he wasn't human.
Taking the signed papers from Kyrie's hands, Cristobal made sure to double-check them so that the right papers were signed at the right place. God forbid he left only to realize that the wrong papers had been signed or that a signature was missing. "If you care, then good for you," he murmured as he was looking through the papers. "But caring for someone who doesn't even know what it's supposed to mean won't bring anything to anyone. You're wasting your energy." It wasn't even necessarily the fact that he didn't want people to care; it was the fact that one person out of quite a few billions meant absolutely nothing. People were also easy to manipulate, so what was to say that those people who seemingly care wouldn't just turn around eventually? "I wouldn't hope to see me again. Again, you'd be wasting your time. I don't know what kind of story you want to hear — there's nothing more to say. People consider me a freak and they feel like they can control my future, no matter what I think, do, or say."
With that said, he turned around to take a look towards the place they'd come from earlier. If that show was still happening, then those stupid screaming boys would still be just outside the security perimeter, ready to latch onto anything. If wings were a sort of gimmick in this modeling line, his wouldn't stand a chance against those rabid idiots. He sighed with defeat as he rubbed his forehead. "Can I even leave with those stupid kids outside this perimeter?" If those kids would end up ripping out his feathers again, he probably wouldn't have a choice but to accept the car ride.
Cristobal figured that cutting Kyrie short or interrupting her would be like shooting himself in the foot, so he kept quiet as she introduced herself as well and went on to explain why she would care about someone most people didn't feel the need to consider "human." Her reasoning wasn't very impressive and sounded rather cliché, but despite that, even he couldn't deny that there was a certain genuine feel to Kyrie's words. The more he listened to her speak, the more he started feeling awkward for blowing his fuse right at her. Nothing that would keep him from sleeping soundly, but one the spot, it wasn't really pleasant to feel this way.
At the end of it all — she finally signed the papers too! — Cristobal didn't really know what to say or how to react, though Kyrie's words did leave him pondering. He still didn't believe that she really cared; maybe she did out of respect because they were strangers and she didn't want to look, act, or sound like a complete jerk. Sure, he could believe in professional "care", or more like the concept behind someone being caring and understanding solely out of business practice to get clients or a respectable image for your business. That's what he called "fake": people caring solely in order to win something out of it. In this particular case, Kyrie's reason was, supposedly, because those rabid fanboys had ripped out one of his feathers. She had nothing to win out of caring for something like that — yet she still seemed to care.
"Humph," he eventually voiced out, though it was more like an interjection than anything; just to make her understand that he wouldn't just stand there like a dope, and that he did have the intention to reply to her. "Good for you. Picking my own future isn't something I got to do. Trust me that I wouldn't be doing this crap if I didn't have to." His tone was still bitter, but it wasn't aimed at Kyrie herself — more so at the concept that he'd never managed to actually be in control of his own future. "I got those godforsaken wings, so what am I supposed to do? Deliver crap to people. I'm too much of a freak to do anything else by everyone's standards." And he couldn't really just chop off the wings, either. Why would you chop off your arms? It was the same concept. They were still an appendage of his body and cutting them off would be like amputating himself. The lumps would still be there and people would still catch on that he wasn't human.
Taking the signed papers from Kyrie's hands, Cristobal made sure to double-check them so that the right papers were signed at the right place. God forbid he left only to realize that the wrong papers had been signed or that a signature was missing. "If you care, then good for you," he murmured as he was looking through the papers. "But caring for someone who doesn't even know what it's supposed to mean won't bring anything to anyone. You're wasting your energy." It wasn't even necessarily the fact that he didn't want people to care; it was the fact that one person out of quite a few billions meant absolutely nothing. People were also easy to manipulate, so what was to say that those people who seemingly care wouldn't just turn around eventually? "I wouldn't hope to see me again. Again, you'd be wasting your time. I don't know what kind of story you want to hear — there's nothing more to say. People consider me a freak and they feel like they can control my future, no matter what I think, do, or say."
With that said, he turned around to take a look towards the place they'd come from earlier. If that show was still happening, then those stupid screaming boys would still be just outside the security perimeter, ready to latch onto anything. If wings were a sort of gimmick in this modeling line, his wouldn't stand a chance against those rabid idiots. He sighed with defeat as he rubbed his forehead. "Can I even leave with those stupid kids outside this perimeter?" If those kids would end up ripping out his feathers again, he probably wouldn't have a choice but to accept the car ride.