by zapdragon555 » 07/13/2018 3:58 AM
Something inside of Collins tugged in response to that almost-laugh, that huff of air so close he could feel its warmth against his own lips. Something that made his gentle grip on Tez's back firm up just a tiny bit, just a little stronger, a little more present. The hand in Tez's hair kneaded soft, brushing against scalp as Tez's head gently rolled against it. Those words set him at ease, drew an easier, relieved smile out of him, even a breathy chuckle of his own as Tez kissed him soft. His forehead brushed Tez's, eyes still closed, but the fluttered open in surprise at those next words.
The only person... Collins felt something stir in him, something that wanted to tell him this was some sort of dream. That this boy that he'd dreamt far too much about ever since they met, especially for someone called a friend and nothing more, this boy that had turned him silly with a virgin excitement in that alleyway, mouth on soft hidden skin and hands in hair... he was saying...
"D-do?" Collins whispered, his expression barely tightening with the fear of reading too far into that. Just a kiss... surely that was all. Surely... "I--"
Collins fell silent for a few moments, then slowly leaned away to look at Tez fully, still holding him with splayed fingers--they shook, now, ever so slightly, with a new kind of trembling nerve, Collins' eyes threatening to brim with dampness. "E-ever since I met you, I could never get you out of my head," he spoke the phrase that he'd run over in his mind time and time again, lying in bed, wondering how and when he'd be able to say such a thing to Tez, if ever. The ever was now, it seemed. He breathed in, shaky. "A-and I want to be there for you, as a friend, and as someone you can trust, b-but... but god if I haven't thought about kissing you again. A-and more, b-but--but it was never fully about that. I... I feel a lot of things for you, Tez." He fell silent once again, his eyes quivering as they darted over Tez's face, his shoulders, the bruise on his neck... he shut them, tight, exhaling sharp and short. "A-and if I just misread that, please, please do not hesitate to slap me."
But there will come a time
You'll see, with no more tears
And love will not break your heart
But dismiss your fears
Get over your hill and see
What you find there
With grace in your heart
And flowers in your hair
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