Being with others wasn't something Benjamin had ever really been exposed to. Even when events were hosted or meetings were held, Benjamin would remain on his own, quiet, sometimes sitting with his parents and simply listening on. If he weren't with his parents, then he would be...
He shook his head a bit, clearing his thoughts. He was hungry, tired, and quite honestly, a little unsettled by Samael's overbearing generosity. He didn't need his own memories to haunt him of the better days long gone.
Then again, if this deal did end up in their success...
Benjamin snapped out of it again when Samael spoke directly to him; and after a short pause, he realized his familiars were no longer around to answer that question for him. He hesitated on his answer, though Samael made it easier for him as he confirmed that the bottles he had were, in fact, filled with blood. His state of mind changed completely at that point, just with the thought of finally feeding.
The mention of that bottle being human blood, however, made Benjamin hesitant again. He'd made it a personal value to avoid drinking the blood of humans, so as to maintain a good, peaceful relationship with them. It was also a promise he'd made quite a few years ago, and he didn't want to break that promise.
But the hesitation was made all the worse by the fact Samael had already opened the bottle; also by the fact he was ready to pour a glass. It also wasn't in Benjamin's nature to be difficult, and he rubbed his neck nervously again. "No, that's..." He stopped mid-sentence, though he'd been speaking so softly that it was hard to tell if Samael had even heard him. "That's... fine," he finally added, resigning himself to take what he'd been given. He wasn't drinking from an actual human... Right? It was just the blood, not the human. So it was fine, right?
Part of him still fought his decision, but with his answer already given, it was too late to take it back.
He shook his head a bit, clearing his thoughts. He was hungry, tired, and quite honestly, a little unsettled by Samael's overbearing generosity. He didn't need his own memories to haunt him of the better days long gone.
Then again, if this deal did end up in their success...
Benjamin snapped out of it again when Samael spoke directly to him; and after a short pause, he realized his familiars were no longer around to answer that question for him. He hesitated on his answer, though Samael made it easier for him as he confirmed that the bottles he had were, in fact, filled with blood. His state of mind changed completely at that point, just with the thought of finally feeding.
The mention of that bottle being human blood, however, made Benjamin hesitant again. He'd made it a personal value to avoid drinking the blood of humans, so as to maintain a good, peaceful relationship with them. It was also a promise he'd made quite a few years ago, and he didn't want to break that promise.
But the hesitation was made all the worse by the fact Samael had already opened the bottle; also by the fact he was ready to pour a glass. It also wasn't in Benjamin's nature to be difficult, and he rubbed his neck nervously again. "No, that's..." He stopped mid-sentence, though he'd been speaking so softly that it was hard to tell if Samael had even heard him. "That's... fine," he finally added, resigning himself to take what he'd been given. He wasn't drinking from an actual human... Right? It was just the blood, not the human. So it was fine, right?
Part of him still fought his decision, but with his answer already given, it was too late to take it back.