[Middy]

If anyone has kept up with my journal, or at least kinda know what's wrong then you should know that I can't keep up with Evelon as much as I would like.

I am taking a hiatus until two thing happen:
1. My medications work
or
2. I get a hysterectomy

Until then, I might rarely pop in to see how things are done, even if its via phone. If you wanted to plan a breeding with me I can make time, or borrow a laptop to reply. Other then that, I am a bit bed ridden from pain, and the most I do is go to class when I can or lie in bed after taking 2 vicodin/or perciset + my new medication which both make me very ill and tired. I'm close to giving up on life due to this, but I'm a fighter and I will get through it but... can't help but feel depressed/miserable.

If you want my DS friend code, I can talk to you there. I have been playing Poke'mon a lot to pass the time between sleep.

I will miss you guys!

[Silverin]

Aww ;3; I see. I hope things get better and I wish I could chat with you through DS ;-; but I can't... I have a thing called a step dad who wont let me use the internet for my 3DS and if I do get access its when I am at a friends place (and it would be awkward to do a live chat there -3-;;)

[Middy]

Daww it's okay Silv... I'm still here via PMs on Evelon and FR, I will just be quite slow haha. <3

[Thunder]

Take it easy, Middy. Medical issues are dumb and painful, but I fully believe that you will get through this and end up better than ever ;w; I'll be thinking of you!

[zapdragon555]

I hope that all goes well when you have surgery, Middy. ;O;  I'll be thinking about you. Get well soon! You can endure this, I know you can.

[Kylo]

I'm hoping that they will allow you to get surgery, dear. I'm sending well wishes and good vibes your way. You can make it, I know you can! Get well soon, dear.

[Middy]

They will allow surgery if these two medication options fail.

[Mojave]

Good luck Middy~ D: Don't give up, we love you!

[Atoli01]

Stay strong, Middy! And get better soon, okay? My mother has quite... a wide array of medical problems for which she takes medication just to get out of bed, so it really kills me to hear about other people having to go through the same thing.

[Middy]

Thanks everyone ;_; it means so much to me.

A shame I don't think I will be doing the Halloween event this year, my condition has worsened I'm afraid. I'm barely making it to class anymore, and might have to ask what I can do at home instead. Don't think these medications are working, so it means I will have to wait for the injection that will throw me into menopause.

But... big hugs and loves for everyone here ;_; I love you guys, and hope to return soon to actually RP.

[Azura Rayume]

Middy, dear, I hope your medication works. I've heard from you about your medical issues from time to time, and I follow your journal (mostly because I worry), so it would be a great relief for me as well once you find something that will work for you. It's been a long struggle for you, and I want nothing more than for you to finally find something that'll work.

Just keep me updated and let me know if you want to talk or do something. I love your face, darling. Get better soon.

[Middy]

Update!

I am getting a hysterectomy on Friday, THIS WEEK. What this means..

I will be out for two weeks for recovery, maybe popping in via phone if I feel well enough. I am literally in tears at the moment, as this is giving me new hope and possibly a cure for my suffering. I-I don't know... I just have hope in my life again, and I don't even care that I have to withdraw from college, maybe I can skip remedial classes via compass ;_;

[Jaykobell]

I've been following the topic a bit; I'm glad to hear you're getting your surgery! As I understand it, this is what seemed to be the best option for your condition and to stop that horrendous pain you've been having.

I hope everything goes well, and I hope it will help you. Crossing my fingers for you.

[Kylo]

I hope the surgery helps you dear. Good luck and get well soon!

[ToxicShadow]

Oh my goodness, Middy, I'm SO GLAD that they finally agreed to give you the surgery you need! <3

I'm horrible at these sorts of things, because I never know what to say, but I have definitely been worried, hoping that everything would get better for you, and stalking your journal and here like a weirdo. xD; I hope that the surgery and recovery all go well! You're an amazingly strong person to have made it this far and finally, the doctor's are giving you what you want, so I have no doubt in my mind you'll make it through everything fabulously.

Thank you for keeping us updated and I finally feel like I can say... get well soon, dear! <3 You totally deserve it!