Orion trotted to the well once more, this time with an actual goal in mind. He knew it was a wellspring of the force itself now that he had done his research. It was his best chance at looking into the past to see just what had happened to Xanatos.
His husband's death still was taking its toll on him as he barely slept or ate. Nightmares kept him up at night and food tasted bland and left him feeling like it was a waste. Overall the worst was the bone deep ache of his heart and mind. To be apart from his bond mate was torture of the worst kind.
He wasn't sure he was supposed to have even survived Xan's death. The two had been so close, so intertwined, that at times they could no longer tell where one ended and the other began.
With a sigh Orion sat down next to the well and began to meditate, trying desperately to connect to the force and the well beside him.
He could feel it draw him in and he opened his mind to it, welcomed it into his very soul. It was surprisingly light and warm. He felt as if he was being bathed in warm sunlight. The light cleansing his mind and soul. It soothed at his frayed nerves and whispered promises of peace if he would just...let...go...
(Wishing for Breedable Custom Token)
[Wish Granted]