Mir currently reminds me of an antsy, anxious detective whom strives for the goodness of some, while striving for the demise of others. At times said detective uses their work to gain what they want, out of selfishness, but they never take for granted what is given to them out of the goodness of other's hearts. Good and evil, wavering between the two in a career where one's personal disposition greatly determines how they act and react and how others see them.
[I suppose reading your latest journal entry effected this... ]