Hmm, hello, Evelon. So, we've shared a lot of history together; some of it good, some of it bad, and some of it... actually very painful. You've kinda been sitting in the latter for a long time now, and part of me is kind of depressed about it. As much as I do have an attachment to you, long story short, the main reason for my attachment is no longer in the picture.
It's making it hard to connect with Evelon and to want to work for it when it's so slow; but also when you literally have no real attachment to anyone in the community. As a Mod, it's difficult to serve and work for a community that I don't know.
There's also a lot of stigma attached to my name, a lot of people thinking and believing that I'm going to bite their head off if you so much as you PM me or reply to my things. I'm not sure how much power this stigma still has these days, but it's just the overall feel I've gotten over the last few years that never truly went away.
That said, well, there's no one else but the community who can help me reconnect with Evelon, before I lose all will to look at it. I'm not quite there yet, but there was a time not so long ago when I would only look at it maybe once or twice a day. And looking or even touching my PSDs for it was just out of the question.
So what do I want? I want you to talk to me. I want you to RP with me. I want you to just... be friends with me. I honestly talk to no one here: and if I do, it's very impersonal and very much just "business". You have a question and I answer it; or something is wrong and I need to fix it. It's never about characters, it's never about art, it's never about anything but... business.
Hmm, yes, I'm not the fastest or most diligent RPing partner out there. But I've tried to slack off on my ridiculously tedious writing standards. Typing short replies does help me reply faster. I still type a lot, but I'm trying to cut down on the ridiculous fluff I always add to my posts.
But, let's just do... things together. It doesn't even have to be RPing. It could be just talking and sharing characters, or it could be sharing art, or it could be talking about a fandom. Something. We can RP too; I would especially love to sit down with someone and develop a joint plot, one big story that we could RP and work towards completing together. Lifemates would be fine too. If you can also help me create new characters specifically for an RP, that would also be great. I find that those spontaneous characters end up being some of my favorites.
That's basically it. Please just... talk to me. Evelon makes me feel incredibly lonely because there are legitimately only two people (maybe three) that I truly and entirely trust with the entirety of my being. I would like that number to increase.
I'm leaving the topic kind of vague and spontaneous because I want this to be an open-ended thing. This area just sounded like the best place, because Evelon is focused on RPing. Just propose whatever you have at me.
You can reply here or you can PM me. Either one is fine.